weeks 17.18.19.and today,20
Pathways


I am a firm believer in that...............
"every step you take ,and every pathway you tread,leads you to where you are now"
There is no escaping our present,we can tweak it and we can play with it, but in the end events we started way back cannot be altered.
I know how I got here ! and I know that the path I now walk will lead me to my future !

A question I asked on my last signing in was "how long do you continue with tx after testing negative ?"
Well,folks the wonderful people at the QMC have told me I'm NEGATIVE ,,,,,
fantastic,absolutley fantastic !!!and the answer to my question is "Full term"
because of my cirrhosis they want me to go the whole 48 weeks

I knew I was going to have to go 48,but to be told so was still a bit of a smack in the chops,as all of a sudden there was this bit of a glimmer ,No more poisens,no more downers,no more emotional turmoil...never mind ,just bite the bullet.
I AM NEGATIVE !!!!!AND THAT BOUGHT THE BIGGEST TEAR TO MY EYE EVER
I am half way through the tunnel and I can see the light at the other end
and if all you other people are strong enough to take this journey,,,,then so am I
Any way its Friday and I've not long done the deed,so time to go and stretch out in front of the telly
I'll love you and leave you
Remember "Kill the beastie"and keep the faith


A line from the best song ever

"Remember when you were young,you used to shine like the sun...........Shine on you crazy diamond"
Keep SHINING people