Some how Ifound energy
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over the last weekend I found energy and managed to rebuild a
rockery wall,(with help from eldest and brother in law) which
ment moving 5 ton of stone(right big lumps)mixing a ton of sand
and 5 bags of cement,and rebuilding the wall,but by monday
evening I felt like I'd taken a bit of a kicking!

Someone else who's taken a kicking is my wife, my Rock !
Shes been very low lately,its been her "Anis Horribilis"

what with me,Alevel season and a hormonally chalanged 14
year old,life sort of sucks lately,
and I thought it was me that was living behind a mask !hiding
thoughts and emotions,telling people I was fine and feeling OK,
when I really feel like shit and can't be bothered with anything.
When I go into the office I get questions such as "You've lost
weight !is it deliberate ?" Salad season is my reply

Anyway,my wife has been living behind a mask too,and its started
to slip,so I must look after her more,be more attentive,flowers and
such(ANY IDEAS OUT THERE help wanted)

I went for my monthly hospital visit on wednesday and had the
full tests,but apparently the labs are backed up and I won't get
the results untill next month,so I won't know if the little beasties
are still absent for another 4weeks "But of course they'r going
to be !!"so I just came away with a carrier bag full of life
saving goodies
Anyway,going to go now,cus' today's friday and in 20 mins Ime
due my injection............such fun to be had !!!!


Song of the month folks ,from Iggy Pops 1990 album"Brick by
Brick"track 6 "The undefeated"
because we are the undefeated !!
Keep on truckin
see ya !!